YOU CAN SKYROCKET AWAY...

I can only take so much.
I'm emotionally tired, & at this rate i'm out of breath, i'm done.
I put up with it for so long & nothing's changed.
Why put forth trying or at least a bit of effort when you get nothing in return?
POINTLESS RIGHT? nahhh
Like i said i yearn for the futue, but i lean on the past & now with a bent past & a unwanted future; every little thing i do is a reminscent of us.
I'm different i might not think the way you think,
may not comprehend the same way you do,
but i can tell when i'm not wanted or when you simply just don't care.
Am i your stage & this is just your act of life?
Tell me now if i'm just wasting my time tho.

There were many special opportunities that i've stumbled across after the misunderstanding, we've had.
& selfish of me i threw plenty aside because i thought i was standing up for something you call love, yeah that thing.

Hella sleepless nights,
Eye bagging like it was the new drug,
i'm missing you.

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