7/23/2009

Nahh this isn't about you, nor about the person you think it is.
not about her, her, or her.
late night tips up doing nothing but think
can't sleep cause this feelings stuck, blank page, help.
but my eyes are hella drowzy so i can't help but blink.
imeem slowjam playlist and the only word i hear is love.
hah but i'm not gonna fall for it, well that's what i tell myself at least
like brian and his boobie traps, loves waiting for me to fall in.
not sick i ain't gonna call in, lifes a gamble so fcuk it i'm all in.
too bad i scuk at poker, i couldn't win even with a hand full of jokers.
badluck, nah just bad without the luck.
the closest thing to luck i got is lucy.
yeah probably the best ive ever had too.
but i would'nt know i mean what's best if i haven't had it yet?
maybe i have, but if i did, wouldn't you think i'd know by now?
maybe you're just not doing enough to keep me around
maybe i'm doing too much.
NAH.
i'm doing exactly what you're doing.
NOTHING.
we're going the same direction.
NO WHERE.
i want what they share, but they want what i got.
lets just be friends, cause youre good at that.
we don't talk much, and i don't usually do this but
LETS FCUK.
no really mind sex for some foreplay, then
i stick my feelings in your mouth
deepthroat my thoughts and think about your next move
while i'll go down on you.
AND
missionary starts to get you vulnerable
leaving you're heart weak,
i go in for the kill making you grip sheets
just the fact that this conversations so intense.
gets you hella wet.
it was nice talking to you tho.
lets reminisce, back when we would talk on the phone late at night.
til 5pm or sunrise and sleeping early didn't feel right.
but seems like everyones on that latenight tip now a days.
seriously where are you at the end of the day?
from calling and texting to nothing but a question, why?