LAST NIGHT

A whole day of realizing I need you more then you need me
I still don't understand.
To my knowledge she was different, but she wanted the normal type love.
The no you can't, I won't let you, and you can't talk to him type love.
Apparently giving you too much space letting you do what you want backfires on me, and when you think I don't care cause I'm not tryna tie you down, I end up getting hurt.
I've felt lonely ever since we went out, but right now I miss you the most.
I'm not a man of many words
Neither do I like to show my emotions
So it kills me to sit here and watch you leave.
Another fresh wound to accompany the one that barely healed
My hearts not broken yet, just damaged
from rolling my sleeve up too high.
To the point where I'm laying here spilling my heart to my ex about you
And she telling me that I need to talk to you or move on to the next girl
But right now i have no hope, I lost faith.
Every girl in my lifes gone cause I gave you too much space.
I'm a bad man not to mention boyfriend
But were getting ahead of ourselves here
And age ain't shit, just a number.
If you're really tryna make it work, then I'm sure you'll be on the front page of successful magazine, I'd subscribe cause i'm jealous of your lifestyle even tho I already got a guap of issues myself.
I'll find time to hangout with you.
But my time and you're time don't seem to click even though we live a couple miles apart
It's like you live across the world and we can only webcam eachother, split oreos, dunk them in milk, and say goodnight.
Nope not even that cause her webcam doesn't work.
Someone told me the phone doesn't just work one way, but in this case
The only time you call me is when you get a missed call
When i confront her, she gets fed up
We argue about it several times but it hasn't changed up
just her makeup.
Found another dude she wanna game up
Now i'm back were i started.